The Olympics in a distant time zone is a godsend for insomniacs. 

Watching great athletes compete intensely for medals –– even in sports I normally don't care about and/or don't even really understand –– is far more entertaining than most other late-night/early-morning alternatives. 

But the Slovenia-Spain game that just finished was something else. Albeit without a medal or risk of elimination on the line, it was surely the most exciting thing I've ever watched live that ended after 3:00 am.  WOW!

Encounters at the End of the World
Sometimes it's really a matter of engaging with a particular piece of art at precisely the right moment. 

When I first saw Midsommar, it was a late-night screening just before flying off for a month-long trip to Europe (though not Scandinavia). My thoughts then were that it was quite good but not great; at times brilliant but a somewhat muddled follow-up to the superior Hereditary; excellent lead performance. On the whole, though, my mind was elsewhere –– planning for flights and train connections, re-confirming meetings and appointments, reminders-to-self not to forget passports, chargers, plug adaptors, etc. –- and I didn't think about it too much in the two years since. 

Revisiting Midsommar now, I find it extraordinary and truly devastating in a way that few fiction films are. If it's less immediately, viscerally terrifying than Ari Aster's previous film, it's an altogether more accomplished, patient, and open work, and ultimately more insidiously disturbing; not flawless but more interesting for its apparent flaws. Hereditary is one of the best horror movies of this century. Midsommar is one of the greatest movies, period, so far this century. The former is far too intense and claustrophobic to live and breathe inside. The latter, longer and more deliberately paced, is decidedly uncomfortable but nonetheless possible to settle into. 

I have always been drawn to and fascinated by art that captures something of the polar extremes of emotion, feeling, and experience: films ranging from Dreyer's The Passion of Joan of Arc to Davies' A Quiet Passion; music like that of PJ Harvey, later Mount Eerie, some John Lennon; books like Augustine's Confessions, Goethe's Sorrows of Young Werther, Joyce's A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man. Midsommar, I recognize now, is very much such a work, and a first-rate example of it. In fact, I'm not sure I've ever seen both the feeling of overwhelming, life-altering trauma and the weird, half-there haze of life after it evoked more convincingly, and discomfitingly, than by Aster and Florence Pugh as Dani, Midsommar's grief-stricken protagonist. 

Only partly successful as a horror movie (tellingly, it isn't really scored like one), Midsommar is a masterful, unflinchingly bold study in extremes: the bleak darkness of a deep-winter blizzard and the blinding radiance of the midnight sun in a cloudless sky; inconsolable sadness and fleeting, adrenalized ecstatic experience; cryptic, primordial folk ritual and the cold conventionality and cynicism of modern society; the tenuousness and uncertainty of life and the terror and violence of death; the feeling of being profoundly, hopelessly alone despite desperately reaching out for, and physically being around, other people; acute, sudden stabs of loneliness, anxiety, jealousy, heartbreak. When Dani spies her boyfriend engaged in a bizarre orgiastic ritual, she reacts first with sobbing and vomiting, then with guttural moans of pain –– recalling both her reaction to the unspeakable tragedy in the film's opening moments and the Hårgans' collective response to the old man's botched ättestupa

Pugh's scowl-frown –– permanently downturned as if by a magnetic pull, sometimes just barely holding back tears, other times letting them flood out in torrents –– is the film's great, enduring image, thus making its contrasting final shot all the more beguiling and affecting.
It's not meant to be a strife, it's not meant to be a struggle uphill


There isn't an ocean too deep


An open letter 



Dear Ms. O'Connor,

I tried to write directly, or rather indirectly via your management company, but they said that due to the high volume of such requests they could not transmit messages to you. Oh, well. That's understandable. No doubt your work has impacted many lives, and many people would feel compelled, as I do, to say thanks for that. But – who knows? – perhaps you'll read this in any case, at some point.

Over the past year, your music and words have saved my life, as it were. (As I write this, I'm not actually sure whether, or to what extent, that's hyperbole or not.) I was always very fond of your music, especially those amazing first two albums; one of the first really striking videos I ever saw was "Nothing Compares 2 U." But this past year –– the hardest of my life, and the first that really stirred up and brought back awful memories from some of the very hard years that I had growing up –– I've listened so many times to (among many others) "Just Like U Said It Would B" and "Feel So Different" and "Black Boys on Mopeds" and "The Last Day of Our Acquaintance" and "Troy." Especially "Troy," and more especially all the extraordinary, stripped-down live performances of it, where you whisper "God, I love you" like it's a profound secret and just before that sing "I know you're always telling me that you love me but just sometimes I wonder if I should believe" as if it's one long word, impossible to break up into component parts. At the most difficult times, particularly early in the morning or very late at night (same difference, really), these songs, and these moments in time, fortunately captured and crystallized for posterity, were always there and were so critically important for me.

Reading your new book, Rememberings, has similarly provided real consolation and strength. Memory itself is such a strange, powerful, painful thing, isn't it? Even such a genius as Augustine, when he assembled his own "Rememberings" some sixteen-hundred-plus years ago, could not fully and completely comprehend the peculiar nature and fathomless depth of this fucked-up human thing, memoriaWhen you write with such courage about the terrible abuse you suffered and the vitriolic backlash for speaking vital truth to power, it is a tremendous inspiration, and an example par excellence. Your singular perspective and humour and grace are all woven together across this book's pages, just as evocatively as the scene-setting opening lines of "Troy." 

With your shaved head and single tear, I always, on some level, associated you with Joan of Arc –– or, rather, with Falconetti in The Passion of Joan of Arc, which has essentially replaced all the earlier images. But the stories recounted in your book and the decades of music after the superlative first two albums have added layers of depth and many different shades and colours to that perfect image of the iconic suffering saint. 

Sincerest thanks.

Josh 

 

Recent viewing
























I haven't yet watched a 2021 film, unless late 2020 releases unavailable in Canada until this year or 2020 festival entries with 2021 distribution count. 

But I have watched some good-to-great horror, or horror-adjacent, movies on Shudder (the best: Hagazussa, Gonjiam: Haunted Asylum, Don't Leave Home, The Love Witch) and also the profound and beautiful Ryuchi Sakamoto: Coda; re-watched The Lady Eve, Pee-wee's Big Adventure, Henry: Portrait of a Serial Killer, An American Werewolf in London, The New World, A Hidden Life, A Hard Day's Night, Portrait of a Lady on Fire, and Manhunter; and finally got around to Fleabag, which is as good as any of those movies save for the two Malicks. 


 Remains of the Day












                 

It will be a real shame if The Father is largely remembered as a kind of footnote or trivia answer, inextricably associated with the oddly anticlimactic ending of an unconventional Oscars ceremony. Conversely, if its last-minute Oscar upset provokes more people to actually seek out and see Florian Zeller's brilliant, haunting (and genuinely terrifying) film, then perhaps it's for the best? And better still if they know as little as possible going in, or else expect something like a typical, histrionic "Oscar drama." 

I'll say no more for now (I plan to watch it again very soon...), except that Anthony Hopkins' lead turn is not only the year's best performance, but, without any hyperbole, one of the most powerful and indelible performances I've ever seen.  

LIVE from New York


Wow! Phoebe Bridgers just killed it on SNL!

Augustinus redivivus






[Augustine of Hippo (d. 430), pictured in a sixth-century fresco, composing speeches for The Young Pope and Joe Biden.]


For purposes of comparison:




 Reading, Watching, Listening


–Josephine Tey, The Daughter of Time
–Barack Obama, A Promised Land
–Jason Lutes, Berlin
–Jessica Maier, The Eternal City: A History of Rome in Maps
Helen Oyeyemi, Boy, Snow, Bird

–Small Axe (Steve McQueen) 
–Terrified (Demián Rugna)
The Queen's Gambit (Scott Frank) 
Kiki's Delivery Service (Hayao Miyazaki)
Beau Travail (Claire Denis) 

–Sinéad O'Connor, The Lion and the Cobra + I Do Not Want What I Haven't Got
–The Cranberries, Everybody Else Is Doing It, So Why Can't We? + No Need to Argue
–Phoebe Bridgers, Punisher
–Carly Rae Jepsen, Dedicated Side B
–My "Best of Gillian Welch" playlist on Tidal
But I've got no time / to live this love


Cinema, television, however we might classify it –– in any event, the soundtrack for (by far) the most indelible scene on any screen-based platform this past year.

 Excellence 


It should not escape our attention or appreciation that CRJ's B-side-album toss-offs are better than most artists' lead-off singles, and this has been the case for nearly a decade. This is consistent excellence like Prince in the '80s, PJ Harvey in the '90s, Timbaland in the 2000s. Or maybe, for a more categorically apt comparison, Kyle Minogue's stellar run between Impossible Princess and Body Language.